2011. yang namanya mantan sahabat mungkin telah beredar luas.
2012? mantan sepikan yang semakin beredar luas.

A Letter.

Hai. Dimulai dari mana ya? Aku bingung...

Mungkin dari sini,
Boleh ya?

Ada berbagai alasan bagiku untuk meninggalkanmu. Kamu selalu cuek padaku, selalu tidak peduli padaku, selalu membuatku marah, selalu membuatku cemburu, selalu tidak ada saat aku membutuhkan kamu, selalu sukses membuatku menangis.

Tapi aku menyayangimu.

Aku akan mencari setidaknya satu alasan, untuk membuatku tetap tinggal, dan menggantungkan seluruh harapanku disitu.

Aku nggak bisa berbuat apa-apa, karena aku benar-benar menyayangimu. Apa kamu tahu? Perasaanku campur-aduk. Aku menunggu. Aku selalu menunggu semalaman, sampai akhirnya tertidur. Aku selalu melihat ke arah jam seperti orang bodoh. Tapi aku berusaha mengerti, dan mengenyahkan pikiran jelek di otakku.

Aku selalu merasa cemas dan khawatir. Aku takut. Aku takut kehilangan kamu. Saat kamu marah, aku akan merasa sangat bersalah. Sadarkah kamu? Kamu itu berharga untukku.

Kamu tahu? Kamu adalah orang yang benar-benar aku sayangi. Kamu yang pertama. Dalam artian, kamu yang pertama bisa membuatku jadi seperti ini. Menangis setiap malam, seperti orang gila. Yang bisa membuatku tertawa, semangat, berdebar-debar, bahkan sampai sekarang.

Hahahahaha, I know. How pathetic am I right? Cuma gara-gara kamu. Aku bisa jadi seperti ini. 

Aku tahu kok, siapa saja orang yang dekat denganmu. Pernah tahu quotes ini nggak? 
"A jealous woman does better research than the FBI". 
Hahaha. Tapi aku selalu yakin. Kamu nggak begitu.

Tapi sekarang? Aku menyesal kenapa tidak mendengarkan perkataan sahabat-sahabatku, mereka kuakui 100% benar.

Aku kecewa. Pada akhirnya kamu melakukan apa yang aku suruh dengan sangat baik. Dan lama-kelamaan aku mulai membenci diriku sendiri. Kenapa aku tetap begini?

Aku sadar. Ini pelajaran. Jangan mudah percaya.

Aku bakal berusaha. Buat bebas.

Karena kamu tahu? melupakanmu itu susah.

Jadi, berbangga hatilah. Sudah kubilang, kamu yang pertama.

//re-post from nandaniyeah.blogspot.com//

"Kenapa orang lebih seru waktu ngobrol di chat? pas ketemu langsung jadi garing"

REASON 1

"Soalnya bahan omongan udah kekuras abis dibahas dichat"

REASON 2

"Dia termasuk orang yang telmi, jadi ya lama giet deh kalo mau mbikin suasana jadi serame pasar. Kalo dichat kan bisa mikir lama dulu buat balesnya"

REASON 3

"Muka kamu nggak secakep yg dia bayangin. Mungkin aja foto di bbm kamu yg cakep itu yg ngebuat dia semangat chat sama kamu"

REASON 4

"Mulut kamu bau jengkol basi"

We Found Love-Boyce Avenue Version

Suka lagunya Rihanna yang "We Found Love" gak?

Kalau suka, udah pernah dengerin versi cowoknya?

Ini yang nyanyiin Boyce Avenue. Famous Singer Youtube gitudeh, hehe.

Lagu ini disajiin dengan versi acoustic nya.

Are you curious?

Let's click and check this out;)

fake friend

What do you think about fake friend? liar banget ya.
Dibelakang ngomongin yang jelek-jelek tentang si A misalnya. Tapi didepannya dia baik banget sama si A. Kalau kamu ga suka sama si A si B si C si D ya bilang aja. Mungkin aja dia mau ngerubah sikapnya.

Buat kamu yang pernah merasa jadi fake friend, tujuan kamu itu apasih jadi fake friend? Bukannya jadi real friend lebih asyik? Lebih baik?.
Buat apasih jadi fake friend itu? Biar dipuji gitu? Biar kliatan bersih didepan semua orang? Takut sama orang yang kamu fake-friend-in itu? Yang mana hayooo...
Apa kamu gak takut suatu saat kamu di fake-friend-in sama temen sendiri? Nyesek banget lho itu.

Ehm ini beneran bukan sindiran, cuma mau ngingetin aja ya yang pernah atau sampai sekarang masih jadi fake friend. Being fake friend isn't good,dude. Isn't cool,lho:) 


#NO #OFFENCE

a little heartbreak

there's no perfect human. beings perfect is you have to be loved by someone first. and she's will

 and, your face will be the complement of happiness in her days.

she'll always talking about you with her best friends. and maybe try to text you. 

she'll be happy more than anything if you reply her text, even though you just say 'ya'

she'll see you like this

if you're near with her.

her bestfriends shout at you with her name.

she's smile. and you're smile.

but she thought

                                      and every days her bestfriends always shout her name at you.

                                        you smile. and she's smile. you acts like you loves her too.

                                                   and finally she think "he loves me back"

           when she began to hope you'll love her back, you fall in love with other girl and shoot that girl.

                                                 you throw her like you don't know anything.

                                                                 and, she just like.....

                                                                she loss her hopes at you.

                                       absolutely she's sad. but eventually she try to fix her own heart.

                                                                        steps by step

                                                                       so, she thought

                                          actually you've sinned. you given a fake hope to her.

                                                                

                                        

My 100 Truth

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage - (water)

2. Last phone call - (bapak)

3. Last text message - (chintya morti)

4. Last song you listened to - (your love is a lie-simple plan)

5. Last time you cried - (3 days ago)

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice - (No)

7. Been cheated on - (Yes)

8. Kissed someone & regretted it - (No)

9. Lost someone special - (Yes)

10. Been depressed - (Yes)

11. Been drunk and threw up - (No)

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:

12. Blue

13. Green

14. White

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)

15. Made a new friend - (Yes)

16. Fallen out of love - (Yes)

17. Laughed until you cried - (Yes)

18. Met someone who changed you - (Yes)

19. Found out who your true friends were - (Yes)

20. Found out someone was talking about you - (Yes)

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list - (No)

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life - (70%)

23. How many kids do you want - (2)

24. Do you have any pets - (No)

25. Do you want to change your name - (Yes)

26. What did you do for your sweet seventeen birthday - (I'm still 14)

27. What time did you wake up today - (04.30 am)

28. What were you doing at midnight last night - (Sleeping)

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for - (received in smala)

30. Last time you saw your Mother - (A second ago)

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life - (Troubles)

32. What are you listening to right now - (your love is my drug-ke$ha)

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom - (No)

34. What's getting on your nerves right now - (crush)

35. Most visited webpage - (twitter)

36. What's your real name - (Tiara Riswanti Cahyani)

37. Nicknames - (Tiara)

38. Relationship Status - (single)

39. Zodiac sign - (Capricornus)

40. Male or female - (Female)

41. Primary School - (SDN Kertajaya)

42. Secondary School - (SMP 6 Surabaya)

43. High school/college - (I’m still in JHS)

44. Hair colour - (Black)

45. Long or short - (long)

46. Height - (160cm)

47. Do you have a crush on someone - (Yes)

48. What do you like about yourself - (My eyebrow)

49. Piercings - (No)

50. Tattoos - (No)

51. Received presents - (Yes)

FIRSTS:

52. First surgery - (I never had a surgery before)

53. First piercing - (never)

54. First tattoo - (never)

55. First sport you joined - (Running)

56. First kiss - (never have a kiss before, but from my mother, father, brother, yes.)

58. First boyfriend/girlfriend - (Maybe I never get a date)

RIGHT NOW:

59. Eating - (Nothing)

60. Drinking - (Nothing)

61. I'm about to - (thinking of him)

62. Listening to - (Move Like Jagger)

63. Waiting for - (You text me)

YOUR FUTURE:

64. Want kids - (Yes)

65. Get Married - (Yes)

66. Career - (Diplomat)

WHICH IS BETTER:

67. Lips or eyes - (eyes)

68. Hugs or kisses - (hugs)

69. Shorter or taller - (taller)

70. Older or Younger - (older)

71. Romantic or spontaneous - (spontaneous)

72. Nice stomach or nice arms - (stomach)

73. Sensitive or loud - (loud)

74. Hook-up or relationship - (relationship)

75. Trouble maker or hesitant - (trouble maker)

HAVE YOU EVER:

76. Kissed a stranger - (No)

77. Drank hard liquor - (No)

78. Lost glasses/contacts - (No)

79. Sex on first date - (No)

80. Broken someone's heart - (Yes)

82. Been arrested - (No)

83. Turned someone down - (Yes)

84. Cried when someone died - (Yes)

85. Fallen for a friend - (Yes)

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself - (Yes)

87. Miracles - (Yes)

88. Love at first sight - (Yes)

89. Heaven - (Yes)

90. Religion - (Yes)

91. Kiss on the first date - (No)

92. God - (Yes)

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time - (No)

95. Did you sing today - (Yes)

96. Ever cheated on somebody - (Yes)

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go - (When I was born)

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be - (I'm forget about the special days in last year)

99. Afraid of falling in love - (No)

100. Posting this as 100 truths - (Yes)

FEEL FREE TO COPY THIS POST AND REPLACE MY ANSWERS WITH YOURS!!

9th January 2012

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!! Hm,udah lewat sih,tapi ulang tahunku yang ini cukup berkesan gara-gara @Berliandis sama @imabillahh :* Makasih ya semuanya,udah buat kotor bajuku pake cerevita sampe dikira muntah sama diliatin orang-orang. Muakasihhh banget:* Tapi itu pengalaman yg nggak akan dilupain sama aku. Harapanku kedepan itu panjang umur,makin sayang sama orang tua,rajin sholat,masuk smala ditahun 2013,jadi anak beruntung,terus adekku Irvan yang mau unas ini bisa masuk di smp yang dipengenin. Itu aja asih intinya wishes ku, hmmm dan semoga kejadian beneran. Amin ya rabb.